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“Maybe you’re not healing because you’re trying to be who you were before the trauma, that person doesn’t exist anymore, cause there’s a new you trying to be born. Breathe life into that person”. It’s funny- you learn all these things about growing about healing and then you read that one quote, you hear thatContinue reading “Breathe life”

Sometimes I wonder. I wonder through my mind- a endless maze full of mirrors of personalities and disguises that I have used- some for fleeting moments and others held for too long. It is not time that is measured in my mind- but the marks of experiences. The first time that I…. that I- andContinue reading “Pondering”

Today I was dared and challenged to send that 3 worded message to a random contact and my honey-eyed boy was the one I wanted to send it to. The three words that emphasise the climax in a novel, words that leave even the brightest minds- dumbfounded. Three words that are both uttered too casuallyContinue reading “April Fools”

She looks at me worried, “When you share truth with someone….. Just be careful- it’s easy to fall in love.” And I think, I had never thought of truth being so rare that it would be the answer in a world of lies and deception. Truth- so strong that it would shift the deceptive heartContinue reading “Truth”

My pupils contract as light streams through to my face. I close my eyes as the sun places her kisses on the freckled span of my cheeks. My eyes soften as my chest raises taking in the cool and still air. The sunlight dances through the leaves, telling me of another Good Morning. The breeze,Continue reading “‘Atunga”

To say the word lost means that I found it.I guess that’s the irony of knowing your lost. Is the only thing you found is the word that describes your endless pondering. To be thrown into depths that always burned.People always reached down, but that only pointed out to me where I was.Deflated. And IContinue reading “Lost”

Ofa’anga in the Tongan language, as I have come to understand, refers to ‘your love’. Your, as in the possessive. In english- sweetheart, in fiction- soulmate, and in the language of earth- nature. This had not been a word I heard consciously until about 2 months ago. Ever since I have been plagued to seeContinue reading “Ofa’anga”

I spent alot of my young years in ignorance. Later in adolescence I blamed everyone and everything. Eventually the circle came back and all I could point at was myself. I’ve spent the last 6 years in ignorance and unfaithfulness which resulted in my-being being tormented from the inside. Not alot of people know thisContinue reading “My life”